it's me. how was everyone's night? mine well, if anyone wants to know it was not that great. i had my up and downs. it's Friday though...ahhhhh the weekend. to start off my night i picked up Sheik and we went over to the mall. although i was hungry, i still did not eat anything b/c i was waiting till later. as we walked the length of the mall i ran into some good friends. while speaking with one in particular i came to find out that a girl....you may all guess....is and was talking crap about me. with this to my knowledge i was saddened but then i thought to myself it may not be true. some more thinking went by and i also came to the conclusion that if all of this is to be true, fuk it. what right would she or anyone have to talk shit behind mine or anyone else's back. personally i think it is completely messed up and immature. if you don't like someone then tell them and for God's sake don't mess with there heads and have the decency to let them know what is going on. i mean damn, people really piss me off. im going to complain or call it whatever you like about this whole situation. either way someone is going to get bitched at. come on people someone either lied here or is talking shit, now which one it is i have no clue but when i find out the truth the shit will hit the fan. today was not a good day to start off with and this made and makes it worse. i know i may sound stupid right now but as you can guess i could careless. fuk all these stupid ass shit talkers. yes it does piss me off. not just tonight if it's true but everyone in general that does it. i mean if you're messing around with someone and they know it that's kool but other then that FUK OFF! wooo...just venting at the moment. sorry for not being my touchy self for the time being but SHIT, if something is going to be said say something good and with respect. don't speak of injustices or inaccurate accounts and with that don't even talk if you have something negative to say for that fact that most people don't want to hear it. if someone is going to be a bitch to me then BE A BITCH TO ME! don't waste you're time making fun or shit talking behind my back. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh gosh dammit. FUK IT ALL! i'm going. maybe later if i feel up to it i'll post a less vulgar entry but i need some answer and i need to calm down before that can happen. later kids. i'll speak more of night on another one.