this may sound lame to you and that's fine but i'm writing this for me. not having that special someone in your life is no fun. there is no joy in coming home to an empty house/apartment/room. having a person to share all your special most intimate moments with is amazing. i know i will find it or have it again eventually but for the time being that part of my life could use some assistance. i do love my life and everyone in it and who’s been in it. i know i shouldn't look at the things that i don't have and the things that i want but rather what i do have and i am truly grateful for everything.