"as for me i wish that i was anywhere, with anyone, making out" D.C.
what a day today was. i sat around and did nothing. as of now i have just finished my homework and am tired but thought i should write in my blog b/c sleep can wait but the wants of others can not. how many times can you go to sleep with thoughts in your head and dream a thousand dreams but none come true? how can love walk by you every day and you never even know it's there? how can the beauty of this world be destroyed and yet no one cares to think twice about what they are doing to the world and themselves? i ask myself these questions and come up with no answers. ridiculous decisions are being made all the time and who is there to guide us and help us with them? we should be there. we need to help each other and in times of need care for the ones that need to be cared for. YEAH! this just end ummm yeah...my birthday party has been pushed back to the following Saturday the 15th. please everyone come and ladies i need you here. i mean that shall be my present but just please show up! thanks. my parents bought me a monkey today. no it's not real although if it were that would be an astonishing gift. today has not been a day of love for me. i have not really thought about it this whole time. it's weird though b/c i mean i had so much time on my hands but yet did not think of such things. perhaps i am getting over this feeling...NAH! it was an off day. well, i must be going now i have some more things to do before i head off to bed. thanks for reading. oh yeah i met this kool girl today. nothing big but yeah who knows...right?