HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!! WOW! that's all i really have to say...it's been a very long time since my last post and well, a lot has really happened, if i am to tell all this shall be a long, very long post. my Christmas break rocked. it was full of fun and sorrows but that's life. hehe. i cannot remember what i did before Christmas; i believe it was just a bunch of hanging out with my brother (Will) and Sheik. yeah yeah. anywho for Christmas i received many gifts, all of which i am very thankful for. my biggest gifts were a drum cage and a $600 check..that's right kids...yessssss. other gifts were PS2 games and gift certificates and so on and so forth. i went to my grandmas Christmas day and it was very nice. New Years rocked my socks off! i went over to Julia's which is Brian's new girlfriend...i must say they make a very nice couple and i'm really happy for him. well, i was there for a little and then i decided to leave because it was rather boring...no offence though all very nice people were there. after this i headed over to my aunt and uncle's i sat around and talked for a while then i was off to see my friend Sarah but that is a very long and ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh yeah story so sorry about that. Finally i went over to Will's crib. yes, my brother Will has now officially moved out of the house and lives with 2 friends from Pembroke Pines, FL where we use to live. it's a nice place i must say and i do like it except for the cats. well, to make a long story short, we partied all night and yeah....i'm sure you can guess if you weren't there...hehe. i left his place at about 5 or so due to the fact that i could not breathe. damn cats. the rest of my break was nice. we went back to school on Thursday although i did not attend Thursday nor Friday. werd up my homies. Saturday i went to my brothers for a party but not before hanging out with an AMAZING and BEAUTIFUL girl names Shae. i know i have said these things before but this time i mean it. she is those things and more and my perception of her will never change. she is definitely one of the coolest girls that i have ever met in my life and if nothing comes of it i hope she stays my friend. however i feel that tis all she shall be, a friend. i have this feeling that she is way too good for me and would never go for me but like i was saying we hung out and she's GREAT. we partied at my bro's till about 1:15 or so then i had to take her home. i was up talking to my friends till about 5 or 5:30 it was a good night. today the Dolphins won the last game of the season and are now going on to the playoffs. yeah baby, yeah. my life is poopy but it shall get better. this is the year of ABSENT the year of LOVE and the year of well, FIRST TIMES. wink* wink* i don't know what that means so don't ask. well, kids i'm off...lata...


everyone pick up Stabbing Westward "Darkest Days" i believe that's the name. the album rocks. great band and ahhhhhhhhhh sooooooooooooo good.

time again i feel what i should not and enjoy life to it's extent but how far will i go for love? as far as life will let me.