Brian's Loft

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

My life as of late

I started going to church again. I go to Northland, I like it a lot. At first I thought it was a little over the top because I wasn’t use to that type of worship growing up as a catholic and all, but I think it’s great. I lean so much and I have more faith now than I have ever had. My life is amazing and I want to continue to live it that way.

I started drawing again. It’s fun. I haven’t done anything that is that amazing but it’s something for me to do. I also started trying to play the guitar. I figure I have all this free time and I should start up new hobbies. I love music and I am capable of playing the drums so why not try to take up the guitar. I really want to learn to play the piano. Hopefully I’ll accomplish that during my life.

Nothing else is really new. Friday’s are game night and it’s usually fun. I am single and it’s weird. It’s not the best feeling in the world but it gives me time to live my life and do things on my own. I talk to Mandy on occasion and it’s nice. She’s not doing the best but she is always in my prayers. I want her to truly be happy. There is so much in this life that everyone should be happy about, but people tend to look past the obvious because it’s not enough for them, they need something more. You are alive and that truly is an amazing thing. That’s a start, now go from there. There is no need for depression. Something good can come from every hardship. Although times are rough for some people if they would just believe and realize that God is there and everything is going to be okay then this world would be a better place.

Sunday, April 08, 2007

this may sound lame to you and that's fine but i'm writing this for me. not having that special someone in your life is no fun. there is no joy in coming home to an empty house/apartment/room. having a person to share all your special most intimate moments with is amazing. i know i will find it or have it again eventually but for the time being that part of my life could use some assistance. i do love my life and everyone in it and who’s been in it. i know i shouldn't look at the things that i don't have and the things that i want but rather what i do have and i am truly grateful for everything.