The talent show last night was fun yet again. When I arrived I was not able to pull by the loading dock yet again…ha…some big ass dodge was sitting there on like 40’s or something. Anywho, I tired backing up in between 2 cars to get closer and I ended up coming about 3 inches from hitting this BMW. So David backed my car in the space. We tore it up for the second consecutive night in a row. It was great. We didn’t win. That damn Michael Jackson kid took first like I had predicted and that was that. Not one musically talented person placed. Dancers won everything. 2 of them tied for 3rd and then this large group of like 11 black dancers won. I think it was pretty gay but that can be life sometimes. I didn’t really clap much when MJ took it because like I said I’ve seen better so I wasn’t all that impressed. The wonderful Mandy claims that I didn’t applaud much for that fact that I was “jealous”. Ouch! Yeah, tell me about it. Overall it was a decent show…I guess, however the night in itself was amazing

We tore it up tonight at the talent show. Cales vocals were a little over bearing according to the majority of the people but the music was pure hotness. I can’t wait for anyone who wasn’t there to see the video. I love you all. Ahhhh it was sooo good. I was and am very happy with my performance. I hope tomorrow goes better though. The other acts were pretty decent some better than others of course. This one kid was dancing to Michael Jackson and everyone loved it. I thought it was GAY! He was good but nothing great. He’ll probably win and I think that’s shit. I’ll find out tomorrow though. I don’t understand how you can compare and judge dancing and musical talent all around the same basis. I believe that to be rather ridiculous. Thanks to everyone who came out tonight I appreciate everyone who is supporting my fellow band mates and me. I hope to see you all tomorrow. I love you.

the talent show is at 7 p.m. thursday and friday night. we are playing both nights so if you want to go you have to let me know so i can get you tickets. they are $4 and they WON'T be selling them at the door so i need to know by tonight or tomorrow and what day you want to go. please get back to me. thanks.

Bonjour. I picked up the new LP today and I like it a lot. There are only 2 songs that I don’t care for and those would be tracks 11 and 12. I suggest you all go pick up a copy at your local c.d. store. Yeah. I came home from school today sadly enough. I wasn’t feeling well after first period so I left. My stomach was bothering me mad crazy and my allergies were pissing me off and my head hurt and I believe that’s it. I’m feeling better now but everything still just doesn’t feel right. I’m making a movie for Frank and it wasn’t working for the longest time and now I just figured it out. I thought it was pretty kool. Tomorrow I find out when we’re playing for the talent show so I’ll let you all know then. I’m excited. If you don’t make it out I’m sure someone will record it and if not then you’ll have to hear all about it. I was thinking about possibly writing a book but then I thought some more and realized that would be pretty silly. I’m making new old friends. It’s nice to finally start talking with people that I haven’t in a while. I appreciate feedback so if you ever have anything to say or if it’s just nonsense that’s fine as well but please LEVE COMMENTS. I feel as if no one is really reading my blog. From now on I’m going to leave comments on everyone’s blog if I have something to say and I’m going to try that from now on. I have to lay down some Absent drum tracks tomorrow as well as practice for the talent show. I think I’m off now kids. I’ll be writing tomorrow. This world is so beautiful, I swear, I LOVE IT!!!!!

Wad up my White peoples and Hispanic and whoever is reading this. Spring Break is over sadly enough. My SB was good I must say. I enjoyed it greatly. It looks as though my “admirer” has stopped posting and I think it was all a joke to begin with. Last night I was lying in bed and something just hit me. I mean I’ve always been down about school and sometimes on life and I’m sick of being that way. I only have 44 days left in my high school career and I want to make it the beast 44 days I’ve had of school. I can’t stand how I act sometimes but this occurs to me after I act the way I do. So yeah kids I want to loose a few pounds. I have a little extra weight around the waist and I personally would like to loose it. Just for me, no one else. I miss being in a band and playing live. However the talent show is coming up this Thursday and Friday at OHS and I insist on you all attending. I’m not sure which day I am performing with my friends but I shall let you all know when I find out. Today was my mommy’s birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMY! I got my report card today as well. I made 4 B’s, 1 A and 1 C. I deserved the grades I received so I’m not upset. It looks like I am off though. Time to brush the teeth and go to bed…not to mention floss.

Happy Spring Break everybody! A lot has been going on so I’m going to tell you all about it so, just sit back relax and enjoy your reading. Here we go. For the few I told, you must not read this unless you wish you too. I had the weirdest dream the other night. It started off that I was spending the night at my friends Brian’s house except it wasn’t his house. I was staying over like I said with 2 or 3 other guys and about 10 girls, yes 10 girls (but remember this is a dream). Anyway, Brian’s mom came in the room and said that she needed to speak with me. Everyone was like OooOoooooOooOO. She said that my parents had called and stated that they did not want me staying the night in the room with all the girls. I was then put in a room by myself with a light and I slept on the floor with blankets. It was one of those lights with the thumb rolly switch. Then Jamie (Brian’s sister) walked by and said “are you okay” and I replied “NO!!!” after that I don’t remember much. Then it cut to a scene where I was going on to an elevator outside. The elevator was on a highway. It was much like a car but I had no control over it. The only way to get in the elevator was to fit into a small box about the size of a standard shoebox. Somehow I managed to do so. The ride was all right but I past my exit and I kept going up higher and higher. I then arrived at the very top or what I believed to be the top and I was at the KFC headquarters. It was this big blue building with the KFC logo and Kernel Sanders face. There were many employees outside and they were dressed in brown raggedy robes. I walked up to one and it was Sam Wise Gamgee from Lord of the Rings. I was apparently looking for a place entitled “Bucket-o-Chicken” or something related to that. Sam said, “sorry sir I don’t know of such a place”. Is this dream weird enough yet? Then it’s a bit blurry after that. I rode the elevator back down and then the next thing I was riding it back up again with some girl with brown hair but it wasn’t me but it was. We started singing “Bring Me To Life”. Yeah. The ride this time was scary because we both had to fit into the box and we were almost falling out. Then I was at KFC again and I was speaking to some girl. She said that there was about 10 million dollars in some place and she kissed me. I said “Mandy won’t mind” or something weird and gay like that. After this occurrence I argued with my parents about not letting me spend the night with the girls. I upset my dad greatly and I was very happy about that. Next thing I remember I was in a camp where Saddam was ruling and he was carrying around this emblem. He wouldn’t even finish a sentence. He would begin to speak then hold the emblem up and everyone started cheering. Somehow I managed to get everyone to turn against him and I pushed him to the ground and stole his emblem. Next thing I know I was running around looking for this money. There were many rows of papers, one piece but many rows of them. There were two rows of pictures on each sheet of paper about ¾ the way down. I began ripping the bottom off, then the top, then the pictures down the middle and throwing them about the floor while I was looking for the money. The next thing I know it’s the morning. And I’m awake

how am i a "lil puppy dog" ? anyone...also i do no like this hostility.

Spring Break is going swell. So far I’ve been pretty busy and then I have had my moments of peace so it’s rockin’ right now. So far I’ve hung out with my friends, went to Disney, stayed in a cabin for a night at Fort Wilderness, partied, spent time with my Mandy, laid out in the sun, looked for a job and tomorrow I’m going to the beach. As for tonight I have no plans but that is quite all right because I’m sure I’ll find something to do. Looking for a job blows. I went out today and no one was hiring but I did fill out a good 4 or so applications. Now to jump back a few nights, Fort Wilderness was fun. We partied and it seems as if I am not one to drink alcohol. I consumed 4 beverages and by that time my stomach was hurting very bad. This occurred last time when I only had one drink about a month or so ago. I believe my body cannot handle it that’s why I don’t intend to drink anymore. Any who later that evening we watched “The Ring” and I must say I was not as scared as I was the first time. Several reasons for this (well that I believe to be reasons) are..1. People were talking…no names will be given but yeah…cough*. 2. I had already seen it before and 3. I was not in the theater like I was previously. That’s it. Ahhhhhhahahahahaha. Well, I am off now. Wait. To “my admirer” I honestly have NO CLUE who you are. If you want me to figure this out you’re doing a bad job as of now and if you don’t then you’re doing some exceptional work. That’s all. I’m going to go eat so I may get fatter. j/k I’m not fat…am I?

this whole admirer thing is getting old...just tell me who you are...please.....arg!!!!

Wad up homies? Nothing over here just chillaxin’, nawhaimean? The past few days have been interesting. Yesterday mark, cale, and I recorded our demo tape for the talent show which will be held on march 27th and the 28th at ohs. I don’t even know if we’re going to make it. Recording was annoying. I kept messing up and I was getting pissed off and that’s a long story so I won’t go there however watching others record was fun. We’re covering the Tool song “forty-six and two” good stuff I must say. I’m still sick and it’s gay, mad gay. I feel like poop, look like poop and I am poop. Spring Break is almost here. How wonderful is that going to be. Two more days left of school this week. I bleached my hair again. Not the whole thing just the way I always do it. The whole admirer thing is making me angry. No really I actually think it may be a lie and I have more less come to the conclusion that it is. And that my friends is that. I am off to study for my psychology exam tomorrow. Wish me luck. I need it.

i just wanted to say hello to everyone who reads and that i'll be posting tomorrow i would tonight but it is 11:50 and i have school tomorrow. i love you all. to the admirer...may i have a hint...i'm just curious...initials or something...yeah...night' everyone.

Oh yes…to add one more thing, who is this admirer?

I’m getting sick yet again. It blows! Yesterday I was feeling fine and then last night my left nostril suddenly became clogged and I hate it when that happens. Then all today I have been sneezing and it’s gay. I hate it. Along with the sneezing I feel weak and just overall poopy. I have almost beaten Splinter Cell if anyone cares. It’s a very amazing game and the visuals are incredible. Some stupid fuk at school did something really gay to one of my friends and it pisses me off that people can be like that. I don’t understand why kids and people in general have to be so fukking gay sometimes. Seriously I was pissed off for him and along with him. The kid seriously deserves an ass beating, I’m not one to give it but I’d help but that’s beside the point. My Prom is coming up and I’m rather excited. Of course I’m going with my love Mandy b/c seriously people who else would I go with. On another note I have just listened to some new Finger Eleven, really, really good stuff but then again it is F11 so I’m not that surprised. And there we have another beautiful thing…MUSIC! That adds to list of reasons why I enjoy and am thrilled to be alive and living the life I have, the only thing that could bring me down is this cold. Boo!

Well, it looks at though it’s that time again for another exciting edition of Brian’s blog. Werd up my peoples! So get this, I’m driving…that’s not it, I was driving and this song came on 95.3 (it was really kool but I didn’t catch the name) and I looked up at the sky and some rays of sunlight were breaking through the clouds. It was a very beautiful thing. Something hit me at that moment in time and suddenly I thought I to myself that I need to start living life. I just need to get outside more and stroll in the presence of nature and this amazing world of scenic views that we take for granted. Damn skippy my homie G slices! Yet again when I was driving the other day my “service engine soon” light lit up. I pondered to myself…hmmmmm…I thought, what could this mean. To make a long story really short, I took it to the shop they hooked the computer thingy up and it turned out that the top to my gas tank was not screwed on tight enough. Haha. That’s the end of that…I think. I am off now to take a shower and then read. I hope all have a great night and sleep well.

Hey. Its 7:53 in the a.m. and well, it seems as if yet again I have mad the decision to stay home from school. It’s just one of those days when you don’t want to see anyone and deal with anything…you know? I hate the feeling though, sometimes, when it just seems like I regret that I didn’t go and I feel bad to an extent. I haven’t missed that much school this semester and I know that the work that I miss from staying home can be easily made up and I don’t have a problem with that. The main reason I go to school is so I can be successful later in life and to see Mandy and my friends and people I won’t ever see again but some days I just don’t feel like dealing with all of it. I am aware that later in my life I won’t be able to miss whenever I feel like it and I won’t be able to just stay home so I don’t have to deal with people. I’m just taking advantage of it while I still can. I only have 53 days left of school and then I’m in the real world to an extent and it is a scary thing. Slacking off will not get me anywhere and this I know. I wish people could understand my logic behind skipping. You only live once. I’ll be working the rest of my life so I feel I don’t need to right now but I do for the fact that my parents could use some help with me feeding off of them for gas for my car and so forth. I don’t enjoy taking their money I honestly don’t but at the same time I don’t feel that I NEED a job at this point in time. Yes I am looking for one and no I don’t want to work for previous statements and I hate the fact that everyone’s life is pretty much the same. Think about it. You go to school, get a job, start a family and work and provide for your family the rest of your life. I’m not in the least saying that I don’t want to do this, all I’m saying is if you ever think about it the human plan is the same for each individual it’s just how you choose to go to school and get a job and start a family and basically I’m doing it on my own time not the time of others. That’s all I’m really trying to say. So how’s everyone doing?

First and foremost I would like to thank every one person who is reading my blog and who are leaving comments. I enjoy feedback and it lets me know that you are actually reading my entries. This past weekend rocked. I hung out with Juan and the crew for his birthday, Happy 21st again by the way. Alan, Will, Meghan, Melo, Jen, Juan and I went to Disney for the day. First we went to Animal Kingdom, which was rather kool. Next we went to MGM and finally over to Epcot. It was a blast. That was Friday. Saturday we all went over to Juan’s house for his actual party, it was very enjoyable. I myself had a great time and I hope everyone who was there did as well. That’s all for my post tonight. I’m going to go do some reading. I’ll catch up more in my next entry.