Brian's Loft

Thursday, July 31, 2003

Life is good but I need to take a break from everyone and everything…I’ve been getting too angry lately…because people are making me that way. Oops there goes the negativity and pessimism again…oh darn.

Monday, July 28, 2003

Hi. How’s it been? Well let’s see. Absent played Warped Tour and it was hella fun. I enjoyed it a lot. We were supposed to play at 12 and then we got pushed back to 6:25 so we weren’t too happy about that but it was still fun. I hung out a lot back stage and it was funny b/c all these famous people were walking by and I didn’t know who any of them were. Yeah yeah. We met the singer from the All American Rejects so that was kool and Mandy go her picture taken with him so that’s all good. I also met Daryl from Glassjaw. They put on a great show. I saw The Starting Line play and I was very disappointed. The tempo of each song was fluctuating like a punk! Get it. Punk…warped tour…gay, I know. Yeah yeah. Enough about warped tour.
Last night was the Will and Brian Brotz Extravaganza. It was hardcore fun. Lets see. Brock and Frank threw up and they were the only ones. I was drunk along with my brother and Maury and a few others. It was a great night. I had a lot of fun, dancing and singing and what not, it was off the heezy shezzy! Werd. Not much happened that is really worth talking about it was just a great night. Wooohooooie.

Wednesday, July 23, 2003

Yeah. I’m in a really pissed off mood and maybe it’s for the fact that everyone seems to think that I’m negative all the fukking time and that in itself pisses me off so I figure I might as well be angry and depressed b/c that’s the way everyone sees me. I don’t understand this for the fact that I have been on the up beat side for a long while now and very little comes out my mouth that is negative. Say what you will but fuk you if you say I’m negative. ;) Pessimism-1: an inclination to emphasize adverse aspects, conditions, and possibilities or to expect the worst possible outcome
2 a: the doctrine that reality is essentially evil b: the doctrine that evil overbalances happiness in life.
I don’t believe that to be me. If you do that’s great. Keep it to yourself. And this is another reason that I may seem down sometimes; b/c everyone is on my back about getting a job and as I have said before it does not concern you in concerns me and only me. I pay for dinner when I go out to eat, I pay for gas and my other expenses, which I don’t really have any other ones but anyway you’re not involved and please stay out of it. One more thing Don’t tell me what to do or what I’d like and what I wouldn’t..how the fuk would any of you know if you’re not me, which you aren’t so stay off my fukking case.
Love yourself….I do. J End of entry.

Monday, July 21, 2003

Hi. I want to start off by saying thank you to everyone that came out the see Absent this past Thursday at the Lake Mary Pub. It was a really enjoyable show. Thank you to the bands that let us play as well. Anywho. The show was really fun and if you didn’t go you missed out and I hope that you go to the Warped Tour this Thursday to see us. The only bad thing about last Thursday was that I lost a cymbal arm for…you guessed it…one of my cymbals so I had to play without it. I still can’t believe that someone would steal it and it pisses me off. Absent is working on our new demo and we’re almost finished with it. All we have left is vocals and the mix down. Wooohoooie. There’s really not that much to talk about. I saw Texas Chainsaw Massacre the other night. It was quite disturbing but I can’t wait for the new one to come out. I’m going to be freaked out. Werd. That’s all for now. Later kids…see you Thursday.

Monday, July 14, 2003

Well here it is kids my new post. As many of you now know I am unemployed again. I don’t care to talk about this issue for the fact that it concerns NO ONE other the ME. It’s my problem NOT anyone else’s. Thank you. Mandy and I are good and ABSENT is rocking. We may have a show this Thursday so keep checking the site and tell all your friends about it. Speaking of ABSENT we’re working on a new site because a few people are complaining about it and so are some of my band mates. I finally got my digital camera back from the shop. It’s been like 2 months if not longer. It’s time to take some pics again. I just finished putting up a shelf in my room all I have to do now is paint it. That should be fun. If anyone ever wants to hang out all you have to do is call me. I’ll be more then happy to hang out with you. Until next time love life and yourself along with others and me. ;)

Thursday, July 03, 2003

Hello. Not a whole lot has been going on since my last post. Lets see. Mandy and I are wonderful. Absent is in the middle of writing a new song and we are playing this years Vans Warped Tour if you didn’t already hear about that. I have to start laying down my drum tracks tomorrow so hopefully that will go over smooth. I’ve been to the movies a lot lately, way more then usual. I saw 28 Days Later and I enjoyed. I thought it was done well and it was gory and messed up. What more could you ask for? I also saw T3. It was a good movie. I wouldn’t say great but it was good. It wasn’t as good as T2. I felt that T3 lacked emotional attachment to the terminator like there had been in the previous movie. But overall I give it an 8 out of 10. That’s all for now. Sleep well and live well.