This is crazy I haven’t posted in this thing in a long time. My life has been out of control lately. I’ve had a lot of weird feelings as of late, some excitement, disappointment, happiness, sadness and many others. This past Saturday/Sunday, October 28/29 of 2006 was amazing. We being my brother, Heather, Mandy and I had a Halloween party at out house that we’ve been renting for a year now. We had been planning this party for at least two months. My brother and I love Halloween. We went all out. We decorated the front yard with tombstones, scarecrows, pumpkins stuffed with paper, little bats and ghosts, a torn up beware of dog sign, a big arc entrance complete with orange lights and it was a blast. The inside of our house was decorated with wall hangings, giant spiders, bats, our living room table was covered in cob webs and complete with a dinner platter in the middle with bones and human hands, fingers and other body parts. We had a fog machine in the living room along with one in the garage which was decorated as well. In there we had drapes coming from the ceiling hanging down to the floor with a pair of legs underneath our lawnmower and blood all around it, a projector, a strobe light, a red light replaced the regular garage light, a giant rat in a cage and the Saw doll on his tricycle. The party was a blast. Mandy was Raggedy Ann, Will was a Ghostbuster, Heather Rainbow Bright, Me The Joker in and Arkham strait jacket, Alan Dr. Boner, Laura a Nurse, Mark The Hulk, Heater a Gangster, Libby Goldie Locks, Monica Donatello, Jason a Dragon, Tiffany a Dark Fairy, Dan a Ninja along with many other costumes. Overall it was a nice turn out. Some dumb people showed up and they started inviting other stupid people so I had to regulate and started yelling at people and told them if they were going to invite people once they showed up I was going to kick them out and then ask who they were here for and then kick them out as well. Once I had said that quite a few people left. Only one person got sick at the party and I hope that they are feeling better because it was a bit of scary situation but everything is okay now. The party was amazing and I’m sad now that it’s over. It just sucks because we spent so much time getting ready for the party and it only lasted a few hours. However it was daylight savings time so we got an extra hour of partying in which was nice. I think it’s just too few that I get together with all my friends and I don’t like it. I think I’m going to try to get everyone together more often.

Lately I feel as though I’m destined to do more in my life. I’m happy don’t get me wrong but I just feel like there is so much out there for me and for everyone. I believe that more than half the world doesn’t live up to it’s potential. It’s sad but I think it’s the truth. We are all destined to do great things. Not sit an office somewhere and push papers. You only live once and why waste it being content. You should love your life and everything in it. Don’t settle for content. Push yourself to your limit and be happy doing it. Don’t be dumb about things but play it as the most important game in your life because that’s what it is. Don’t let things hold you back because then you’ll never know and what’s life without knowing?