Its been awhile. How is everyone doing? I’m pretty good. I’m unemployed yet again, I’ve been playing the drums, hanging out with friends and to top things off my arm is shaking right now and I feel nauseous. Anywho back to the not having a job. I am going to rant a bit so if you’re not up for the stupid bitching that I am about to do then stop reading or continue reading and call me a dumbass or something in my comments. I have been unemployed for a month now and it may be because I’m picky or lazy or both or something else. I feel I should be happy at a job. I know I’m only 21 and you don’t have to be happy at a job because “no one is happy at their job” but that’s bullshit and I hate it when people say that. Happiness is the second most important thing in the world, Love is the first and if you don’t have those in your life and in your job then I feel you and I shouldn’t be doing it. I know stop complaining Brian. FUCK YOU! Ha. I know I NEED to get a job right now to pay rent for next month and I will get one. I won’t be happy at it because it more then likely it won’t be what I want to do but I need money and a job is where I can get that. And what is up with this whole corporate/professional bullshit. I fukking hate that crap. It’s like dress up nice for an interview, be properly groomed, answer some fukking stupid ass questions and be fake because that is how you succeed and again I say FUCK THAT and FUCK people who are like that. Why can’t people just be real and go to interviews and work with regular clothes and be who they are and not who everyone wants them to be. Seriously I hate the fact that to get a job I have to be someone I’m not. I can’t stand it. I feel like I’m lying to myself. It’s all dumb and it sucks my asshole. I want to go to an interview and dress how I would dress and when the person interviewing me is like you’re dressed unprofessional I want to FUCKING PUNCH THEM IN THE FACE! Not really, but I do, I just want to ask them why they feel people should be dressed like that and how by dressing nice it means you’re a good person and you can carry a job. FUCK stupid people and shit like that. AHHHHHHHHHHHH! DINOSAUR!!!!!! FUCK!!!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! WOOOHOOOIE!!!!