Brian's Loft

Wednesday, November 03, 2004

Sorry for the lack of updates. I know I apologize every time I post, but I would honestly update more if school didn’t consume about 90 percent of my life. School is still going very well if you wanted to know. Only 2 more weeks left of actual learning and then for the next 4 more months it’s just working on my Reel so I can get myself out there and get hired.

So today on my way to lab I listened to the old Absent c.d. What a great c.d. It brings back so many memories. I remember going into the studio that day and being nervous. I also remember how I broke my sticks and didn’t have anymore, how we got pizza while Alan was recording vocals, how good it felt to be in a band, how the night before we practiced like crazy, how I didn’t know that drums needed to be tuned, how it took Alan a few times to get the harmonics for Drifter. So on and so on. Those are some DAMN good memories. I want to be in a band again, seriously. What’s living life if you’re not doing all you want to do and are capable of doing?
I miss my friends, from both groups. What happened to the old G-ville crew? What happened to G-ville? Those were good times. (Sorry I’m on one of my memory rampages yet again) I miss it. Going to G-ville and partying it up was something I looked forward to. It was a get away from life. It was a release. Everyone has changed and things will never be the same again. Alan and Laura NEVER call anyone. Sorry guys but its true. I know that I personally don’t make the effort either and I take responsibility for it but what happened to the Halloween party? Will and Heather party and spend money and they do invite me and Mandy to do things but most of the time we don’t go b/c we don’t know anyone there. Juan is well, working I believe, and that’s pretty much what he does, as does Frank. We all need to do something again. I’m going to make the effort this time and it’ll probably be something for my birthday which sounds a little greedy to some extent but seriously I couldn’t ask for anything else than for all of us to hang out again and party the night away, Matrix Style. I know that sounded gay to the people that have no clue what I’m talking about but yeah. And my other group of friends, it was nice hanging out and playing football again with you this weekend. It was good to see Brian whom which I haven’t seen in Months b/c he’s been training in the Navy. Mark is still here and we hang out when I can same with Minchin. Matt is here all the time but never calls anyone when he comes home. I see Dan every now and then. Deditz is himself and Clark I didn’t have his number until this past weekend. Josh is going to school and works and that’s that, I think.

Hate me for what I say or disagree, I don’t care. But hopefully I’ve at least caught your attention on something. In other words I CARE ABOUT ALL OF YOU!!!!!!! I miss all of you and love all of you!!!

Moving along. Halloween was alright. Mandy and I finished watching the entire Nightmare on Elm St. movies along with the Halloween series. I like the Halloween series better. The last few Halloween’s were kind of crappy but I guess that happens when you make 8 movies about the same thing. Wes Craven’s New Nightmare was by far my favorite Freddy movie. There was just something about it that made me enjoy it more than all the others. On the 30th we went to Will and Heather’s for a Halloween party. Mandy was a vampire and I was Freddy. I made my own glove and did my own make-up (with the help of Mandy) I thought I looked pretty kool. The party was alright. No offense to Will or Heather but it kind of sucked b/c we didn’t know anyone there really except for you 2 and Frank and Becca. Then on the 31st Mandy and myself dressed up again, Mandy being a vampire for the second time and me being Leather Face (last years costume) all to hand out candy. That’s what we pretty much did all night. We were supposed to go to a party but plans were changed due to some evens that we were not able to control. That was my Halloween. I have yet to see Saw and I hear that it was really good from a lot of people and then I hear that it sucked from a few. I’ll have to wait and see.

That’s all for now. I have to study real fast, quick like and then go to bed. Have Great Days everyone. I truly do care. I can’t see any of you soon enough. G’nite for now.